a little white tooth

i dreamt i heard you cry as she fed
is there some narcotic scent between us

which infects?
did she smell it?
did she need it?
you will never fully give yourself to her
too scared of what she will take,of how in the sharing, the feeling becomes hers
she has so little for herself
and you are not a good sharer

there are some things which will always be between us
we speak to make it vanish but i feel it in every articulation of your body
i feel it in my own


what would it mean to have you?
what would it mean to have you like that?


this is the fault of the one who made desire transferrable in the first place